i dont give a 'dut--'

if there's no tomorrow,

how would my life be?

if imma going die at the next moment,

would you believe me?

if you believe me,

do you really meant it?

or just simply say?

if you couldn't sure with me,

this is useless AND,

i won't be bothering you anymore~

sounds sad right?

oh Yeah it is.

first of all, i'm getting well and well! ;) say cheese~ x) oh yeah, the devil is gone :) gooooooooooood news for all of you, i know :)once again, thanks all my dears and friends :)) muahahhahaha, weeee~ anyway, you were still part of the list, the memories. so right now, i am quite nervous, for my concert for sure! omg, this is STRESSFUL 'cause i never ever have such experiments on this. big show! will try my best yea! and everyone of you ARE invited to the concert! don't miss this great show! seriously don't ever miss it!! or else you will regret! x)) hope to see all of you at there yea, 25th of June, 3.30pm to 5pm @ CHKL! 

back to me, actually i am not willing to talk or discuss bout 'you' because i will think more and more! i know most of the girls like to think too much, as what guys always saying, " you girls are always LIKE to think so so so much! " hell yea, who isn't ?  so how about wait me finish my everything and then only we talk bout it? we have lots of time i'm sure! x) or if you can't wait, at least after my concert? i am willing to talk with you all, especially babe, mun mun. sometimes it will also annoyed me and then i will not really willing to talk bout that, so sorry :( but i promised i will tell you all the things, just need some times. 

and adults always say they're right! ALWAYS! hmmph i am sick of this! i don't give a damn! like my everything they decide, so i am wondering, are they going to control my breathe also? if yes, kill me then :) I WILL FULLY APPRECIATE IT! so don't feel surprise that one day i will lock the door and stay inside my room for couple days, or maybe weeks~ 'cause you made this happen, and i think you will feel happy too.

hell yea i'm so enjoy my day in school today, but not at home! guess i rather go out everyday without staying at home! at least i will be happy, not like now, this suck feeling is really annoying me!

she said " I love you Stefan." 

how touched is it :)