when tears drop.

today first day tuition -- maths~ woo~ so excited~ xD the sky cried when school out. == omg. we all gotta walking in the rain. haih. whatever~ sometimes it can be fun! x) sorry arr Kit Wai, let you RUN to the bus stop there~ paiseh paiseh. >.<

okay. we reached. the liao zhi quan. == thanks for taking us to teacher's hse. waa. we've walked looooong way leh. and my legs seems hurt again. == pain! T.T finally we reached. and start tuition lor~ quite okay. and that time when we doing the exercises, i suddenly realised that the chapter is damn EASY! just the ng lick qian, don't know what way she used to tough us.== damn stupid. and she wasted my time to listen those stupid maths nonsence! argh! ==

i put my phone in my Roxy. and the phone keep vibrate-ing when i'm doing the exercises. == lols. sorry yea~ and thanks for Audrey's msg. =) well. tuition finished @ abt 6 == omg. it's too late! >.<

fetched money to Kepong Jusco. haha. when i got into the car, i saw mommy's eyes turned red. i was worried. and finally she told me: “跟你讲一个坏消息，JieB死了。”wtf! i gotta say again! What The Fuck! how come?!! impossible man! but this is the truth. My God! many bad words pop up in my mind. and suddenly i felt i have no mood. freaky no mood! He's the most 'sayang' me in all of my kai gor. and now he's dead. what should i do?!WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!

every memories that between us appear from my mind. i really can't accept this news. really can't! althoght we were not always meet but sometimes when we meet, we have lots of topic! suddenly the God wanna me to lost my dear kai gor and i can't chit-chat with him anymore. i have no this chances FOREVER! no. and it's impossible.

i wanna call leng. but her phone is broken and her sister too. my dear. i'm damn moody now! can i hug you when i meet you tomorrow? i really need someone to care me. i need it!

and suddenly i received a msg from Vin:
vinPeaceman : 威尔和男 says: cheer up yan yan :)
→【m!n】© xD says: okay.... you too ya...
vinPeaceman : 威尔和男 says: yeah, show me a smile like i do
→【m!n】© xD says: :)
vinPeaceman : 威尔和男 says: he doesn't want to see us to be sad u know?
→【m!n】© xD says: ok...

his personal msg typed:
Goodbye, one of my buddy. Your depart is just too hasty, i miss you.

can i cry again? i can't control the tears. it falls down automatily. and the most bad news is i can't attend the funeral! sorry my gor. it's too far from kl and i have class tmr also. I'm sorry. i won't forget you! FOREVER! you're my best dear kai gor in my whole life! i miss you.


JieB aka kai gor. i miss you always! you're forever in my heart! and no one can take your place in my heart! Good bye.